Thursday, March 29, 2007

Random Pics

Here's a post full of random pics.








Mountains north to Ipoh








More mountains






And more mountains!






A beautiful rainbow at SS2(on the way to tuition)




Edited version,aint it pretty?








Violet's priced masterpiece




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Gluttony



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Drink dad ordered,doesnt it remind you of the sediments you see in your fish tank?




Simple edited road pic



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A book im reading now, everyone said it must be some erotic story judging by the cover. How does the saying go again? "Dont judge a book by its cover"




And lastly,
SMILE!

Monday, March 26, 2007

Crikey!

Since some say there're too bored over at uni over there.


Lets give her smth to read....


herself.


Dont ask why i chose this pic....
it just so happens you look pretty in it.
Flatterred much?
You can thank me by air mailing some chocolates or smth back.
You know what?
I still distinctively remember you in librarian uniform coming into the library during recess when im on shift.
Two years ago huh? How time flies....
its been almost a month since you settled with the kangaroos and koalas
When you fly back at the end of the year,will you have the aussie accent?
Its darn cool hearing you go "hey,mate!"
Dont worry im not charging you for all this promotion and publicity.
Btw, my head is aching now,lack of sleep.....unlike some who can have all the sleep they want.
But im still cracking my head,going through the thick and thin,exhausting my fingers to blog about you. Now where else can you find a son like this?
I LOVE YOU,MAJI!

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Hotness

HOT






Everything is so hot lately











  • The weather is hot















  • My W850i is darn hot


  • My exam results are in hot waters


  • Violet's sweet sixteen is gonna be HOT




Sorry i cant make it though,still happy sweet sixteen!








Lastly




  • Gisele Bundchen is HOT!






















Sunday, March 11, 2007

Rawr!!!




I am falling in love again.


With my W850i(note the green, i love it as much as i love green)



Im leaving for camp tomorrow.

with a throat infection(ouch!)

Think its minor?

Try swallowing your saliva every few seconds and feel the "sensation". Its SENSATIONAL

I seem to hurt myself so much lately, physically and mentally.

My backbone aches, my throat is killing me and my toe kicking something hard has become a daily routine.

Bad omen! I hope my end isnt anywhere near*crosses fingers*

That lunar eclipse must have some thing to do with all these.Must get hold of that whatsitsname weed.

Computer is off limits during the holidays(someone get me a that yellow police tape). Its time to make up for those times lost for studying.Remind me how i screwed my first term, and thanks for the encouragement Xian!

So, ill put my fullstop here.

good luck spm-er's of 06

fate

fate does not bring us together

fate meet us together

it only brings us this far

the rest is up to us-"cant hardly wait"

Friday, March 02, 2007

Break-back Legin


I think my backbone is going to crumble soon.
Its painstakingly affecting my posture.
The next blockbuster would be Brokeback Legin.
Ouch!

Friday, February 23, 2007

Breakable

The past week had been eventful, pretty much undesirable events.


Only bore feelings of how
life was.
Shed tears like i've never shed any before.
But im still growing and all these are my vitamins.
Im still here,
still standing,
still breathing,
still smiling,
still going on.
Appreciation
is so oral, it hangs only on your lips until you swallow a bitter vitamin.
Im still green and learning.
Praying too.

Friday, February 16, 2007

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you
but I know you won't be there
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Someday I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I want to do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything
I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much thatI've missed you since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so I'm afraid to try to turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you

How relatable


Keep on Walking

Many things have been going on lately and its not going down the smooth path. Everything's so rocky and bumpy i just want to take the red light. I dont want to walk anymore. Im sick of walking.


I want to fly







But flying away will only be an act of denial....the issue will still be beneath my feet and ill have to land one day.







And life's about giving more when you feel like giving up. Legs are meant for walking and it'll always be.




When we're tired it always helps to stop and take a deep breath.


Walking can be fun if we learn to walk in the right path.

So just keep on going. When you reach a junction, try taking a turn. Its taking chances, and you never know if you'll end up on a perfect lane.

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Smoky Valentines

I made it through Feb 14





extra special this year =)





Love or rather racism was in the air.





Zoe and I head off to Muzium Shah Alam to attend some anti-smoking talk.





The place was infested with Malays...





Blame me for being racist but their "jungle" act was really provocative....Go live on a Tualang tree you bunch o' barbarians.





You guys stink too!





So f*** off.





I did not receive a whole lot of gifts this year, a miserable packet of candies and a pair of locks.(are they from you, Violet).





Nvm, i dont give two hoots abt it.





My blog is experiencing drought these days, sorry for the dry posts, i swear i hate them myself. When i get my new phone, ill try to make them as interesting as possible with cool pics.......of ME! Haha, just kidding! Just cross your fingers that that w850i will be mine soon.








Basically thats all about it, life's been rather dull nowadays and it revolves around school. Voila!









PUFF YOUR WAY TO THE GRAVE!

Monday, February 05, 2007

Faces

More is often misinterpreted.

Its about becoming something more without leaving others behind.

I will always love you regardless how much more you emanate.

One thing about life is dont leave the things behind you know you'll cry over once you realised how much you're missing.

Saturday, February 03, 2007

Tagged!

Thanks for tagging, Violet

6 weird things about me?


1)Im analytical towards everything.

2)I have to tune in to channel 61 everyday.

3)I love and hate GREEN at the same time.

4)Love novels are crappy but I like them =D

5)I have family planning at this age.......(dont ask, my imaginations run wild)

6)I hate hypocrytes but im constantly hypocrictical. =/


The bottom line is,

I weird in a good way

I tag,

i)Samantha Low
ii)Siow Ee Lin
iii)Xiannie
iv)Sis
v)Stefanie
vi)Kenny Sia =D


Thursday, February 01, 2007

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Enviously Green

Im finding myself more and more fond of the colour GREEN day after day.

Courtesy of Wikipedia,

here are some facts about GREEN

-Green is commonly referred to as the "sexy color" by fashion magazines(oOo)

-In the Middle Ages, green represented evil or demonic beings (including dragons) and sometimes love. Due to its connection to springtime and nature, green is also traditionally connected to hope and renewal (mostly in countries traditionally experiencing long winters).

-In ancient China, green was the symbol of East and Wood, one of the main five colors

-The emotion of envy is traditionally associated with the color green.

-"Being Green" can either mean someone who is new or someone who is overwhelmed and prone to desertion.

-Aliens (of the extraterrestrial variety) are sometimes referred to as "little green men".

-Green is one of the Christmas colors, usually with red and sometimes also with white.

-The color green is often used as a symbol of sickness. Cartoons often show a character as being sick with a green face

-Marijuana is often referred to as "Green" when trying to be disguised in discussion. Also often referred to as "Green Paint."

-In high schools in the United States during the 1960s, it was widely believed that if someone wore green on Thursdays, it meant that they were gay. [2]

-An inexperienced person is sometimes known as green, probably by analogy to unripe (i.e. unready, immature) fruit. The word greenhorn also refers to an inexperienced person


GREEN it up!

p/s: Hey Amanda, thanks a bunch for that Mini Ritz biscuits. Haha.

Realising But Not Knowing

Im a mixed of emotions lately.

Friday, January 19, 2007

24 hours Aint Much

Im lacking O2!

Schedule has been really tight like a Victorian woman wrapped in a corset.Ouch!

Take for example Wednesday. Friday the 13th isnt the bad omen anymore.Its Wednesday the 17th. Just remembering the day gives me goosebumps.

Sorry, im not your regular i can handle a lot of stress dude.Waking up at 6am and worked the gray matter until 1.40pm aint easy. Right after that was brainstorming in Interact meeting. After meeting was struggling my way through Add Maths and finally Mod Maths tuition till 10pm. Ahah, thats not all, no sleep after working the poor brain for 12 hours+.....there are 14 pages of History to digest. Great, easy comes easy goes. Forget bout that.

I havent been talking to myself much lately.Probably because i dont let my mind wander aimlessly since school,tuitions, co-curricular activities are spinning the needle of the clock real fast. But i found a solution when im feeling down and pissy, just look at Amanda and gone is your stress. Laughter is the best medicine, there's no deny. Seeing Amanda laugh almost everyday induces some therapeutic and relaxing effect knowing that things are still cool.

So, I Sayang Amanda!

As so Violet claims, the person whom we label bad isnt really bad. I dont think anyone is really bad in our generation. I think the more suitable term for it would be insecurity and it all comes down to which angle we are viewing the person from. First impressions forms the other picture of the person and if we dont proceed to getting to know the person, that'll be the image you're gonna keepsake. We go to conclusions that the person isnt really bad,as a matter of fact more pity-able once things advance.But the person is pity-able in the very beginning but thats what we dont see because the point of view isnt from a friend's point of view.

*yawns*, sleep isnt what i cherished during the dreadfully boring holidays but now


Im on my knees and plead for more of it.


p/s: spread your love by supporting the upcoming Interact Valentine's Sales, its a whole lot of work.
pp/s: i dont want to realise things that dont need to be realised.

signed off,
leginhet

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Graditude

I aging day after day and after Friday,12th Jan(to those who forgot =]), i was another year older. Sweet sixteen? Nah, whats so sweet bout 16 anyway? I can make 17,18,21 and years to come sweeter.

It was like every other ordinary day that i woke up groggily from bed with messily ruffled hair(i like). Somehow on that particular day, I felt more alive than usual. I know there are surprises ahead in school*smiles sinisterly*

Oh and before i forgot, thanks to Soo Ern and Violet for their "punctual" wish at 12am. So I went to school and people wished me, its weird to be in the centre of attention since i dont usually get them and dont really want to.Im a low profile guy, keep things simple.

The recess bell rang and still no surprises, Darn it!Haha, just kidding. The canteen was filled with people as usual and friends came one after another with weird wishes. "Can I hug you?"............Uh,okay =). The only teacher that wished me was Pn Monica,personally my favourite teacher and friend.

Went back to class after recess and then came Violet hoping merrily, seemed ecstasised and even more ecstasised than I am. She passed a plastic bag of 1 ringgit notes and an envelope.
I was suppose to count the exact amount before opening the envelope.RM47 if i counted right.
47 people parted with lunch for me?Aww,thats sweet.Zhao Wen asked if i was touched and tear jerked, sorry to say, no. It takes much more than that. =)

So, here's my thank you list, sorry i cant approach you guys one by one to express my graditude.

1)Violet-I love you too!
2)Zhao Wen-I love you more than he does, haha.
3)Neal-You're like the santa of smiles and laughter.
4)Joanne-I miss you too, although you're just at the other block.
5)Zoe-I love you much!
6)Amanda-I sayang Amanda!(P/s: I really loved your msg,its so amanda-ish,and i love amanda-ish stuff)
7)Soo Ern-Yes, you're the first.Smiles!
8)Grace Hew-All the best to you too.
9)Rui Sheng-Was it you who wrote the superbly long msg?THANKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
10)Dinie-We dont talk much?Haha, approach me, you're the extrovert.
11)Simone-You have a great year too.
12)Guet Cheng-I'll have as much fun as you have in school.Do i look sad anyway?
13)Ee Lin-I'll let you in on a secret, i always looked forward to talk to you for some reason.
14)The New Fella-I still cant remember your name!You should've wrote it in the card!
15)Tze Yeen-Some way to wish a bday boy eh?
16)Kah Meng-We only spent a week in the same class, lol!
17)Elaine-You looked different, definitely much prettier too. =)
18)Leanne-Honestly i was expecting a thesis type wish from this genius.Haha.nt16+bday12=hApPy07?
19)Audrey Ng-Thank you so much.
20)Xiannie and Stefanie-Thanks so much for remembering and I miss those times we had in the library.
21)Sacha,Eugene,Nicole Tan,Yen Wei,Kenneth Tan,Michelle,Pei Fang,Zoe Liew,Adelene,Ka Mun,Zhee En,Yu Jin,Zhuxiao,Serene,Jin Howe,Boyce,En Kane,Kai Shen,Michelle Tew,Qing Lin,Audrey Sng,Brian.

Long list i've this year, sorry if i missed anyone out,you're still deeply appreciated. Im introverted if i dont know you well so my apologies if i dont laugh and kid around with you.But you guys can always come up to me. The present was unique, i'll definitely remember my bday 0n 2007. I'll get a red ribbon and tie the stack of rm1 and place it in a cute little box.
Sorry I dont have enough Strawberry Yoghurt Mousse Cake to share. Mr Stomach down there just cant resist a slice a day. =)

lotsa love emanating,
legin het

Monday, January 08, 2007

Reasons, Unreasonably Unreasonable

Well, i thought 2007 was off to a good start. First week of school was dreadful, some "organism" living in it have been satisfying his sadistic addiction towards partly innocent people.

Approximately 2 months of being nice was too much for that "organism". He's not gonna get a gift from santa any time soon. Yes, he's not nice but no he's not naughty. He is unreasonably evil!

Some people just wanna breathe calmly in school undisturbed by howls of organisms merely thinking the dictator way. Hypocrytes, you got that all wrong if you said we've a chance to correct things nicely. Some "organisms" would invent a thousand and one reasons UNREASONABLY just to get back at you.

No, im not being defensive. You might think of me as the typical high school lad that defends himself although he knows very well what he did. But, boldly i'd say, Im not. I remain firm with what i am and what i am is nothing wrong. I want to be mad at the "organisms" but its too energy consuming.

Don't make learning from mistakes an obligation. You can take an M16 rifle or whatsoever and tutor that individual with it but its not learning, its making them learn. Sounds similar but vastly different. There's no deny that you've to be strict to enforce things but that doesnt mean you cannot show some love and sincerity at the same time. Words can be a little softer for the weak human ear and heart.When people accept, they learn. You stand for what you believe in so do I. School was suppose to be safe from predators, what if the predator was inside. Sometimes i feel like im playing a game of hide and seek whereas im the mouse and the "organism" is a cat. No, i dont go to school to play kiddy games with "organisms", i just wanna enjoy my my teenage life and fill my life's jigsaw puzzle. The jigsaw was suppose to be a beautiful picture, but the presence of "organisms" are like haze to a wide green meadow with tulips. Piece by piece is tarnished.

I know I have nothing in my power to change anything for now. But Im a firm believer in Karma and one fine fine day, the "organism" is going to pay a hefty price. The "organism" does things so personal and i dare say i know it when things get personal. What goes around comes around. What goes up, must come down. You're at the peak now but life is a wheel, no one remains at the top forever, there are circles ups and downs. You think you're superior, there's always something greater than you. And that something greater must have been fair to the people by not blessing you with offsprings. Be nice, it'll come back to you one day. Spread happiness, you'll be the happier person yourself. You might like the way your life runs now but it'll come across a turning point one day. For the last time, i honestly said I tried not being mad at the "organism" for doing his job, but never cross the yellow line. Your patience has its limits so does mine. Usually my yellow line is far enough to avoid being crossed, but the "organism" chose the perfect mode of transport to cross it, a bullet train,quick and easy, and it came crashing through my life.
Great respect is for those who deserves it, and at the moment, you're not getting any. Changing the way things are is difficult but not impossible. It's because you never intended to change anything. Just because your life might be miserable in the past, it doesnt mean mine has to go through what you've been through. You never earned the right to take other peoples' rights. My happiness is hard earned and i deserve it because i dont pick on people. I just want to breathe!

"A great person is a person who makes other people feel great"

leginhet

Monday, January 01, 2007

Its All About Togetherness

Phew, back from Port Dickson after spending 3 magnificent days there. Its a remedy to treat my boredom during the holidays.

Lets see, we were late on the first day so nothing fancy to add. But the food grandma cooked up were orgasmic. We had "nasi kunyit with curry" and "popiah". Yumm!

Day 2 was a lil more eventful. Woke up at 9.30am which was miraculous considering the fact that i became a nocturnal creature during the holidays and only rise at noon. =P Had breakfast, then head off to the pool for a quick swim. Boy, the water was freezing.....Had a round on the water slide, frock around a lil and decided how boring it was. Went to the games room after that, the had a karaoke booth, sang my heart out with a "melodious" voice. =)
The best thing was going to Extreme Park and enjoyed 8 laps on the go-kart. Bam! Go-kart rocks. When night fell, we wandered around the resort waiting for New Year's countdown.....got esctasized. Boom!

Im dreadfully sorry for the lousy blogging nowadays, its not that im losing the touch, i've seen interesting things when i step out but unfortunately i dont have a digital cam with me now.Dont bother asking what happened to it, too tragic....


"Modern Techs have come up with scar removers, what about those for the soul?"-Anon

Agree-able. But you see, humans are so capable of doing things...we flew to the moon, peaked the highest spot on Earth, built enormous skyscrapers that literally scratched the skies and the list goes on. About healing that wound in the soul, its all personal, you can do it if you want to.

Having to go through the stay-at-home-everyday holidays, it really opened my eyes to how people act and react. My family for ex, i was seeing them everyday, but im not looking close enough. Use your 5 senses intelligently and gradually you'll discover how life works. New Year's Eve was great. Sometimes i do hate going through the thick and thin yearning for something so mirage, and just ending up with disappointment when i've the people who stood where they are right now, arms wide open.

Anyway,

New Year Resolutions
1) Blissfully studying in upper secondary without too much stress and without too many F's =/
2)Learn about acceptance in every character.

and most importantly,

3)Appreciating.

My resolutions are not long, i dont want it to be! Appreciating has been on the list for a few years, there are improvements but its not achieved. No. 2 and No.3 are tough ones.


Its already 2007 and im no gypsy nor seer. Time passes at the speed of light these days and although i yearn to know what life's got planned, i hope things will turn out fine,nothing drastic. In a few years, ill be leaving secondary and who knows what i'll turn into. One of the things i need to appreciate much, is "everyday".

Thursday, December 28, 2006

There Aint No White Flag

I got it, the big 7.

It wasnt as freaky as i imagined,probably because Mum sms-ed the results.

It was kinda lack-lustre, seeing classmates with their wide "Darlie/Colgate" smiles and seemingly reachin' for the stars jumps. It was alienating.Awkward!

I really wanted to join in the parade, but i wasnt feelin esctasized. Oh well, its worth some nicely carved curves on the lips, probably earn me a new hp too.*crosses fingers*

There was a celebration gathering at OU after the adrenaline jerking experience. Not much drama.No toasts,no cheers,no "yumsehs". Even worse than an ordinary outing. The only thing that was worth mentioning was me winning the pool game againts Zhao which Zoe claimed to be purely out of plain luck.

Mike, thats an insult!

Im reading "If You Could See Me Now" by Cecilia Ahern. Great book.Creative!Imaginative piece of work!

The holidays are fast leaving me behind, or is it im proceding. Not really sure if im ready to take on upper secondary,f*** add maths. Premonition, stress hormones are definitely emanating from me next year.But I'll try to keep it at a distance. No more banging heads onto walls, literally.

I've got lots to say, but i dont know how to put in into words. Basically, im just looking for something, easier to put it that way.

This getting over stage is bloody fucking tough.


leginhet

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

I Wouldnt Name it Doomsday, There are Better Names for Commemoration

Well, it seemed forever before today arrived.

My feelings cant be put into words now. Im not exactly afraid of whats coming, eager i might add. There arent any butterflies flying in my stomach, if there are any, there're really gentle creatures.

Zhao claimed she's already having naughty aggressive butterflies in her tummy.Guess what was my suggestion?

I suggested that she took insecticide. No, im not a sadist,im being a caring friend actually. You see, if you take a dose of that miraculous thing, you kill those butterflies and you wont have to face tomorrow. Now where on this beautiful third rock from the sun can you find such a pal?

But i got mocked by her after that.....wonder why?

Anyway, back to the drama.I hope this battle would end up with my victory...i seriously do.I dare say much effort has been put into, never before i was stressed up to the limits. Im guessing what'll happen when im taking SPM.........ill save my creative imaginations for something better. Too intimidating to even think about.

Went out to the night market today. Being a Malaysian Malaysian, i do have the tendency to lean to the "dark" side. Well, piracy aint no big deal. Petaling Street boosted the country's economy big time. Anyway, while i was being Malaysian, the authorities came strollin' along in their blue truck.It was disastrous, and a real shocker. I stoned there, not knowing what to do. I dont have to run do i? I didnt own that cd yet, not payments! Im therefore not guilty. The rest of the details are to remain purely confidential.You never know if some internal security agent comes nosy-ing around my blog. The Internet is getting vulnerable by the day and you know bloggers are watched nowadays. Talk about freedom of speech and privacy. Tell ya what, if you fear of getting bad mouthed, it only proves one damned thing. You've a skeleton in the closet.

Well, if much effort has been put into for this "war", i guess its only luck and religion that i can rely on for now. Maybe some storm or a tsunami will crush my enemy's battleship. Who are my enemies anyway? =)

Wish myself the best.

lotsa love emanating,
leginhet

Friday, December 22, 2006

A epic post from a story-less me.

Well, went out with the old bunch today.

It was fun, frankly speaking....it oozes more satisfaction compared to the previous class party. Its not the quantity, its the quality. =)

Watched Eragon, mediocre.....aint award winning material but still watch-able.

Indulged myself in a glass of Escapade at Yippee Cup. Damn its good. =D

For the past uneventful days, it occured to me that humans really do have the freedom of speech.

And they present it in various versatile ways, eg a tee-shirt.

it says, "i was voted most flexible by your boyfriend".

It's winter now right? My humour is becoming cold.

I was watchin' Nigella Bites the other day, she was cooking, obviously..

She took some onions, man they were huge,and juicy.

Out of the blues, i just said, "Wow,her onions sure are big and juicy,"

Then i realised there was some glitch in that sentence.

Hmm?!?!

Is it me or what?

Im addicted to Hurt by Christina Aguilera at the moment.Those power-belting vocals sure are tear jerking.

Since my holidays are fast coming to an end, i think its time to look back at what i did for the past few weeks.

Hmm.......

Basically, nothing. But life is somehow at a sharp turning point now. This holiday aint that bad, ive learned a few things, viewed things from a diff angle, take things slightly lighter....here and there.

It has also occured to me that im a strong believer in karma. What goes around comes around. Im thankful for it, i aint sceptical but believing in karma did helped me to live my life in the way i want it to be. Well, im just me.

Ok, till then,
lotsa love,
leginhet

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

If it Aint A Crumbling Spine

Im BACK

Nah,not from London or Italy.

From my hometown.

Nth much happened, there were things, i just dont think the factors now doesnt promote much storytelling.

Namely, my crumbling spine and backbone due to lack of very bad sleep.

Been through a great amount of stress lately.

Nth t0 blog abt right now.

Goin to Sunway.

So till then,

lots of love,
leginhet =D


The greatest happiness one can achieve is knowing that he does not require happiness-leginhet.

Friday, December 01, 2006

...

To Make Her Love Me-Rascal Flatts
When It All Falls Apart-The Veronicas
Hati ini telah Dilukai-Kris Dayanti
Why Does it Hurt So Bad-Whitney Houston
Tonight I Wanna Cry-Keith Urban
What Hurts The Most-Rascal Flatts
How Far-Martina Mcbride
Berhenti Berharap-Sheila on 7
Time after Time-Jewel
Im OK-McFly
Whatever Will Be-Vanessa Hudgens
My Heart Still Beats-Beyonce Knowles
Im Moving On-Rascal Flatts
God Blessed The Broken Road-Rascal Flatts
=D-Leginhet

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Quoting for Dummies

Hey, its been long since ive been here. There's nth much to talk bout lately. Since Amanda asked for updates, and im in the mood.....so ill blog.

Quote 1
I love to be loved
Every single breathing organism does, animal,human, hunk,chick,with same sex,with diff sex.....we all do like that feeling of being loved. It carves that cheeky smile on our lips knowing im actually loveable. Its a great form of flattery and excellent self esteem booster. Don't confuse fantasy with reality though.

Quote 2
Dont Be Stupid its Painful
My guess, love? Or somewhere between love and infatuation. You see, as humans sometimes we know things start with goodbye(learn to love this word).And they do.We know that things dont turn out as expected and things dont go the way we want it to be, especially in the game of love. Yet!Yet!We chose to stroll down that path. My ans for going this way is, LOVE.That strong magnetic feeling. But im not contented with this ans. Love is much stronger,this thing isnt that powerful, but this weird thing is stronger than infatuation. Its somewhere between. Its gonna take a while before i get the right word for it. Suggestions?

P/s: Love has its stages. In high school, i call it woofwoof love. Haha, but a maybe a few do end up childhood sweethearts. Lucky b*****ds.

Quote 3
But But
And here we go, back to square one. The "buts" and "ifs" thing. Its part of life. IF i had Bill Gates's fortune. BUT it shouldnt go this way. Live with them, they're the chemical X that makes up your life.Good or bad, you dont have much choice other than face it, right?

Quote 4
Love will get us past the customs
Im really the old school guy. True love conquers it all. Even if it means getting you past the customs =D. Oxford's definition of love is too general. Everyone has a diff definition of it. And if you want to find true love, live up to your definition, dont wander around searching for treasure when your dream is only a penny. True love is hard to find, but not impossible =D. Kudos to those who found em.

Quote 5
You can learn from hard knocks, you can also learn from soft touches
Of course, hard knocks are hurtful lessons but what's important is they actually leave an IMPACT. Soft touches are the kind that teaches you something tenderly. An addition, if you knew you would lie too if you're in his place, it made it sound like you do understand the situation and that makes the average percentage of anger drop dead to 0.01%? Guys are born liars, its what we do. Sometimes we lie to escape from hurting a person and sometimes for a good laugh. Im not encouraging lies but every now and then we have to AND we all do. Love itself is a lie, love is an illusion of the heart. Illusions are lies, beautiful lies.

Sorry for replying quotes, nth else to blog abt.

Till then,

“Lyrics written based on everyday stories, tune form from the voices around you, instruments played by your own actions, thats your heartsong-leginhet”

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Sorry

Haha, ter-pressed the "enter" buttton. So this is the rest of the post. Actually im ending the post.......having a migraine.........so thats it. Till then.


"Dont be surprised if you see platinum cardholders with a number of girls, being loved is a priviledge-leginhet"

Manglish Manglish in The Air

Today the librarians went for a one day field trip to KL......

Dropped by the National Library and caused havoc sounding above 100dB, we rule!

The guide was a nice,petite and softspoken Malay that speaks Manglish so fluently.
And the place was filled with mixed languages, amongst them were "Tokoh bla bla bla bla amat "versatile". I thought they wanted perfect BM not rojak but hey i found that in the National Library, where ppl gain "knowledge".

And there's smth really funny at the place........they stick posters with the phrase "Harvard Collections" with an arrow pointing down and coincidentally, one big blue garbage bin was placed below one of the posters.


Then we went to the Craft Centre. Yeah there were pottery, wood crafts, batiks,songket pretty
much all that. I saw a yellow and gold baju Melayu and its darn nice......but according to Pn Monica it costs bout 1000 bucks++. WTF?!?!

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Enraging hormones at TM Point

So i went to pay some bills at DU's TM Point the other day. The afternoon was blazing hot but it was worse after I stepped in the door. The number of ppl producing CO2 is overwhelming. Talk bout green house effect.

Pressed the ticketing machine thingy(i love that thing =D),

*print print print*

looked at the number

*prayed hard*

and looked at the number they are serving at the moment

"Wtf, 40 more!!!"

There were no seats available so I had to stand. The afternoon couldn get better by me smelling the fresh odour of sweat from the armpits of some kind soul that offers free aromatheraphy.

Waited and waited and suddenly,"BANG"!!!

Wth was that? My guess,some impatient dude kick the wall and left in an angry manner. Hey listen dude, patience is a virtue

Then came along a woman in Elle Sports attire. %$^@&*%#&*@

What my nosy ears tell me, she made an appointment with the technician since who knows how long ago and there was no response at all.She called up and was ignored. So she mocked the poor customer service manager.

Funnily, the manager stop her instantly and said

"You mahu marah, you jgn marah saya,marah dia, sya pun tak tau pasal benda ni"

Note the Manglish, it aint that corrupted but still, you're working for Telekom and as far as i remembered, the gov wants to "menghapuskan pencemaran bahasa"

The lady in Elle was speaking Manglish too. I love watching quarrels in Manglish, its like the cherry on top a the cake. Without it, the quarrel would be BORING.

So,conclusion, MANGLISH ROCKS!!! And Msians do need some anger management classes.

Then I went to Domino' s for lunch. Waited 10 mins which seemed like forever. Got in the car,cant wait to reach home and indulge in the delicious,scumptious and magnificent FOOD!

What did you know, they forgot to add in my banana kaya dessert. Wtf, im famished and i dont wanna turn back!

At least they gave me a can of coke to compensate for my gastric-corroded stomach lining while waiting.

Today, went to ou and got some books and thats practically everything. Oh and i just love riding in teachers' cars....you can seriously get a good laugh.

And i realised today that teachers were also humans...

Oh course they are, just that my perception before was more of the "baju kurung wearing ladies"

Ill end with a quote from Amy Tan's latest book "Saving Fish from Drowing"

The quote is kinda funny and in denial.

A Pious Man explained to his followers: "It is evil to take lives and noble to save them. Each day i pledge to save a hundred lives. I drop my net in the lake and scoop out a hundred fishes. I place the fishes on the bank, where they flop and twirl. "Don't be scared," I tell those fishes. "I am saving you from drowning." Soon enough, the fishes grown calm and lie still. Yet, sad to say, I am always too late. The fishes expire. And because it is evil to waste anything. I take those fishes to the market and sell them for a good price. With the money i receive, I buy more nets to I can save more fishes(lives).

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Dont Dream Its Over- Sixpence None The Richer

For the first time ever, i hv nth to blog abt.

Sad life huh?

I discovered that when you're bored, its good to daydream or just fantasize

10 things you can dream abt

1)Striking it rich in life and driving a Lamborghini cruising down the roads of Beverly Hills.
2)Meeting someone hot, Tyra Banks?
3)Being in the spotlight walking down the red carpet and winning an Oscar for Best Actor.
4)Having your own line of gadgets
5)Owning a club with a diff theme everyday.
6)Flying on your private jet to a 6 star beach resort on your private island.
7)Owning a yacht and sail the seven seas with your loved one.
8)A statue of yourself the size of the Statue of Liberty placed in the heart of umm your own city.
9)A ranch in the countryside with horses running free and you can ride em with your loved one and just lie on the green fields watching the sunset and the stars.
10)Invitation to big events.....Karl Lagerfield's Spring/Summer Collection Show

Bored....ill blog nxt time.

"Seeming and Being are not One-Leginhet"

Saturday, October 28, 2006

Cecelia Ahern

Hey ppl, its been a while since i left my marks here, not that im busy,well actually i am but not that kinda busy.If you get what i mean,if you dont,dont worry its not your prob its not mine either.

So days have been in a so-so state, nth enthralling yet im livin' with it,or should it be dreading with it.Both ways, im still me!haha...

Oh what surprised me was that im actually spending the days reading novels, not just any novels, L.O.V.E novels. Wtf, thats homo, but soon i find it interesting(not the homo part), PS, I Love You was a nice book.

What defines a nice book?

When Nigel Teh can actually spend his whole "interesting-full-of-programs day" lying on the sofa and read and not to mention finish it in 2 days, usually it'll take ages.

Love novels arent really my element, memoirs are....but its the way the author puts in makes you absorbed into the story and girls, its a good book to go EMO. Whats with girls and their EMO-ness?Ans, thats what made em girls and mind you i just read the book like a book, not the kind of book that'll make me go all teary.....real life accounts are the soaps for me,sometimes,they're more of an inspiration,yeah they are. Try reading Tuesdays with Morrie, great great great book, one that Mr.Siva should read that, Morrie is really what you call a teacher.

And i proceeded to the second novel, Where Rainbows End.....nice way of writing a novel, fresh presentation, kinda funny too.

Ive nth else to blog abt, considering the fact that nth much happened, i cant believe this is coming from me but I WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!!!! Thats shittty, but sch is kinda fun WITHOUT(the "without" is higlighted,spot-lighted,underlined,bold) exams and studies. =D

Somehow, i grew fond of the word shitty.....darn cute.SHITTY!!!!

"The key essence to a love potion is brewing it with your heart,literally-Leginhet"

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Ouch!

So, im back for more, anticipated for more Legin's Lessons?

Well, its just ppl are EMO-ing around me, bubbly ppl are turning soapy, all because of some love issues.Makes me wonder again whether, haih, nvm, sick of it.

Anyway, went to Genting yesterday, one day trip so that my dad can satisfy his craving for blackjack.I was reluctant to go in the first place but after some "persuading", im totally into it. What made me interested?You shouldn ask, trust me. =D.Window-shopped a lil at First World Plaza.

Came down and ate seafood.Yum!

Had
1)Black Pepper Crabs
2)Oats Prawn
3)Scallops with XO Sauce
4)Shark's Skin Soup(yeah you got that right)
5)Fried Rice with Salted Fish.

Then, hmm, oh nth much bout today except the horrific brunch I had at a 'kopitiam'.

I realised Char Koay Teow and Kopi 'Peng' dont go together. They produce a sort of laxative effect and no prizes for guessing what happens next.

Comp-ed the whole day,bored,need a life.

"Rare is the one gets what he desires-Leginhet"

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Goddess on Earth


I've not been blogging for quite a while, not at the usual rate.

Rotting at home these days, like a trapped bird wanting to fly so bad, i wanna go for a vacation!

Anyway, spent my days online-ing and tv-ing. Things a sloth does but hey i can get used to being one.

Channel V is awesome!They aired ANTM's Cycle 3 again! Yup, there's KAHLEN!!!!! She's the beauty!

The finale was just breathtaking, Naima rocked it hard and Kahlen was just a goddess. I had to agree that Kahlen produced the best portfolio ever, her pictures are rivals to models in fashion mags.

Kahlen is all the good adjectives for a girl, well maybe except confidence but she's definitely my type of tea. *drools&nose bleeds* =P

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Bastards That Booked Their One Way Ticket to Hell

I dont want to elaborate much, just that these ppl should just go 6 feet underground

ON GOD'S BLACKLIST
1)Rapist and sex offenders
2)Thieves and Robbers
3)Corrupted Gov Officers
4)Frauds
5)Lying politicians

Besides that, ive a few questions and doubts.

1)Where was your conscience at that exact moment you commited the crime?
2)How did you get the guts to do that?
3)One extremely valid reason for doing it.
4)How are you gonna mend the pain and horror you caused to your victims?
5)For thieves, do you actually spend the kachings like your own without guilt?


Why do you want to earn money the hard way? You had a choice, in Msia almost everyone gets a chance to pursue education, but sadly you did not take the smooth path and chose the rocky road. Like i said, a job at Mcd's is good enough to earn you a decent meal everyday.In this global competitive world, its hard to live but it never gave you permission to take things that belong to others that actually worked hard for it.


"You Never Earned The Right to Take Other's Rights"

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Wasnt That Smile Just A Smile?

Remember the times when we were at our kindergarden's/taska's/tadika's/preschool........

Those were the times and well this post is for my buddy who's kinda tied up with issues, typical teenage issues.

You know, teenagers nowadays, its either probs with l.o.v.e, money or peers.

The prob with money is the variety of gadgets the market has to offer these days, and they're not at your bargain bin price.So teenagers find out all sorts of ways to get kachings by even unhealthy ways.Speaking as a teenager myself, i am too tempted by handphones, mp3's and all that.But i dont go over the board to get them, i know they'll come to me one day.
"Patience is a Virtue"

So next on the list is peers.Typical enough there are the backstabbing,gossiping stuff like that. Sometimes it can really affect a person, deeply or mildly, its just part of highschool. I mean what would highschool be without the cheerleaders, the populars, the nerds, the unknowns and the brains. There's this quote by someone i forgot but it kinda made sense

"To Find A Girl's Faults, Praise Her to Her Girl Friends"

And the highlight would be L.O.V.E, or should i say infatuation a.k.a. puppy love.But i do agree some really developed strong feelings for the opposite sex. You see parents and teachers mostly disagree when teenagers 'pak to'. The most common and abundant reason that comes from them is, "STUDIES FIRST, IF YOUR RELATIONSHIP FAILS, IT WILL AFFECT YOU BADLY". Well, Pn Monica strongly disagrees abt this issue for the same reason stated above. But lets not make it a stereotype thing can we? Not all of us gets affected badly do we? Maybe a mere 99%, haha? Think of it as a lesson we can learn from growing up, dont let your guard down just because some let it get into them so badly. But you see the thing goes like a cycle

Scene one: I love you, you love me, we love each other and expects it to be FOREVER

Scene two: I hate you, you're not what i expected, you are self centered bla bla

Scene three : This scene has 2 options
1) Im sorry, lets give it another try.
2)After this, Im not gonna fall in love anymore.

If they chose option (1), the cycle goes on
If they chose option(2), the cycle too goes on, why? Dont be dumb, feelings are the power-house of humans, its impossible to not get attracted. So in the teenage part of life, the cycle of love goes like this, even if you say u arent gonna fall in love anymore.

So after much crap, if you consider it as one, i dont mind.
Here's something that fits the title, wasnt that smile just a smile?

When we were young and innocent, we smiled and laugh at an average of god knows how many times a day.Life was so simple back then, a smile was just a smile. As we age, the smile turns into a bridge for us to gain something, to get a handphone we smile to our parents, and there is also that kinda "smile" from the populars to the unpopulars, and the smile to our going-to-last-forever partner.

Smiling requires so much muscles now huh? Well, its part of growing up aint it? Life has to get complex at a certain stage but the least and i repeat the least we can do is TRY. Try to smile from the heart, try to smile without trying to be someone your peers expected you to be, try to learn and let things go with the flow and back to the time when you were happy just being yourself. Obviously its easier said than done in times like this but hey remember the least you can do is TRY, right my friend?You know who you are.

Monday, October 16, 2006

Dedicated to Tan Sian Hoo

In loving memory of our friend Tan Sian Hoo who recently...............

Haha,jkjk.Im blogging bout him fer 2 reasons

1)I dont have anything else to blog abt
2)He's a desperado


Stupid sex bomb! Lego head rocks!
Oh lets include his bio here


Name: Tan Sian Hoo
Age:16 and aging
School: SMKDJ
Job:Sex bomb aka PIMP, Watsons promoter
Hobbies: Bombing?!

Fucks, i dunno what to write.
Im blank considering the fact that its already 11.48pm
And i was made to do this, so make sure Sian Hoo, when you get ure bloody 600 bucks i get 10% of it.

Enjoy reading, oh shit, was i suppose to promote you?
No money no nice talk.

QuizzZzZzz

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

QuizzZzZ

The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Friday, October 13, 2006

God Blessed The Broken Road-Rascal Flatts

Hey, try listening to the song above,country music fans will love it.

Oh yea, Blogger sucked these days, takes a decade to load.So im gonna use my time now to the fullest,or not,lazy. =D

Our class, 3 Bal went to the National Science Centre yesterday because we were "told" to.But the porcupine clan got all bimbo-ish(as quoted by Pn Yip) and took pics,check it out at my friendster page.

Yeayea,the trip is boring, but whenever i try telling Pn Yip that, she'll ask me to read everything there and explain to her.Anyone knows how a Seismograph works?

Went to ou and caught a movie,John Tucker,bimbo movie for bimbos.Dressed in full uniform so we were banned from the arcade and pool,wtf.But i swear its gonna be the first and last time im goin out in a school uniform,uncomfortable!

Im feeling f***ing emo all of a sudden, PMS?!?!?Wth!!!
Dont feel like blogging anymore,gonna listen to my dear country music who always stand by me when i need em'........

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Makes Me Wanna Pray-Christina Aguilera

So yesterday started when i woke up groggily for the Interact meeting at 1u.Ate noodles for breakfast and got dressed,fetched Violet and went to Arena Food Court to gather with the others.Yeah,what a place to have a meeting.

During the meeting, Audrey was mumbling and chanting stuff that I could barely hear.So i guess i was not involved in anything.Tsk.

After the meeting, decided to hang around with Sian Hoo,Gabryel and gang.Played a game of pool,trashed by Rabin,wtf he's good.Stomachs were grumbling and pleading to be filled with food so Sian Hoo,Violet and I went food hunting.On the way, we decided to catch a movie,Rob-B-Hood,so bought tickets.Then,Sian Hoo suggested Chilli's....great decision,only that we have no money,we wouldn want to end up scrubbing floors and washing dishes at Chilli's.Wanted to scrape some money out from Gabryel's pocket but it was a silly idea.

So end up at a mamak outside instead.Beside the mamak was a humongous drain,with plastic fishes swimming in it and has a 'therapeutic' effect on your appetite.Ate maggi goreng.After that,violet parted with us and accompanied Michelle shopping.We on the other hand,went to the arcade.Sian Hoo can actually dance!He went on the Para Para Paradise thnig.

At 3pm, went into the cinema and watched the movie.You guys should try it,damn hilarious.The baby is superbly cute and has the prettiest eyes ive ever seen.Violet suggested that i marry a Mat(not Mat Rempit) to get an offspring like that.

Movie ended at 5, rushed out to the washroom and emptied my bladder.I swore nature was calling so badly that my bladder could have exploded.Its sad because i restrain myself from laughing during the movie or else I'll urea the whole place.Sian Hoo left shortly because he was rushing to Midvalley,wtf.Two words that never existed in his vocabulary

1)Embarrasment
2)Tired

But there's never a dull moment with him around, oh remember to give me a copy of your album when its done.Haha.So Vioelt and i loafed around till mum came.Then violet was following,something i did not know.Fine,let her!

Oh all things that should happen, the car broke down.Shit man....now im stuck in a car with a worried mum,a frustrated pissed sis and a mad 'never-been-in-a-broke-down-car' cam whore.Fixed the car(the mechanic),and drove Violet home.

Reached home and comp-ed till midnite.Eyes were sore so went to sleep.Couldnt sleep, so went fantasizing(not what you think),then what did you know, i fell asleep.Peace.

Monday, October 09, 2006

Inside Your Heaven

Obviously the title has no connection with the post, im just addicted to the song.

Well, today was the first day of school after PMR and it was like the first time going to school.Im actually anticipated, well probably because you know going to school is just to kill time.

Chat with some ppl in class for a while and head off to the library for stock check.The worst experience you can gain as a librarian.Worked my heart out(solemnly swear) and got done with it, partially.

Went to pizza hut for lunch, had seafood lasagna and something caught my eye.Have you guys ever wondered something?

How did your mail arrive so fast using POSLAJU MALAYSIA?


Well, the "well portrayed" picture above shows a POSLAJU van crossing the road divider from one side to the opposite.The "q" for the traffic was really long so i guess they managed to uphold their principle of 'LAJU'. Wonder if i stand a chance to win 50 bucks if i snap a pic and send it to the STAR. Btw,the gov spend millions on campaign and some OPS SIKAP blabla, ironically, the gov servants are the one oblivious the the danger the pose on the road by doin that. Well, keep up the efforts, im sure your customers will be pleased to receive their mail without needing to wait for a long time.

After that, went home and played comp till 7pm.Eyes were hurting and sore,ouch!Then while watching tv, my younger sis and bro were throwing pillows all over until one slammed into my face.Another ouch!Told them to stop earlier but NO, so suffer the consequences, i took that same pillow and whack my bro.Too pissed.But, we both apologize to each other after that, i cant live with guilt, seriously felt bad for whacking his 10 times smaller body compared to mine.

FELT BETTER AFTER THAT!!

Friday, October 06, 2006

Where Blogging is just Blogging!

When you have nothing to do online, you blog.

Well, today ill elaborate on our 'fantastic' outing to 1u after PMR yesterday.

How fantastic you asked?Oh,it was suppose to be a big group but only four turned up.
The rest FFK.Haha, don't blame them actually, its mooncake festival.

"Family First, Bring Your Heart Home"

My family was suppose to drop by at our aunt's hse today for some 'steamboat', but i guess dad's kinda busy so bye bye food.

So as i was saying, yesterday's outing....well four members of the porcupine clan isnt that bad after all.

sound of 4 porcupines=sound of football fans in a stadium

and till this day i still dont get why we were labelled as porcupines.

Caught a movie, "You,Me and Dupree"....so-so movie,funny at times but can also be a sleeping pill.

Had a few games of pool, thrashed Violet at one game till Dinie came and thrashed me,wtf...i was winning =/.

Went to the arcade,noisy but we were focused on this 'spot the difference' game....kinda fun and addictive.After that, had coffee at Coffee Bean, chat bout Violet's non-suspenseful climax and draggy resolution story.

The day was kinda fun, but while we were walking Zhao to the taxi stand, there was this old lady selling pens. She begged the passer-bys' to buy from her, including Violet. She said she needed to sell the pens to eat dinner.We wanted to help but were kind of reluctant for some reasons.So, we decided to go home and pray for the poor lady.Well, i wanted to get her some food but she was gone after that.

The thing is, the culture in Malaysia in the 21st century is complicated and has gone through much evoulution. There was this mail online and the story was abt a lady who helped a lost child to find his way home. She found his home and the moment she pressed the doorbell she was electrocuted.When she woke up, she found out she was raped.

Was this suppose to happen to someone who was kind-hearted enough to offer help?It goes the same for the old lady, the pens that she sold were not your regular Kilometrico pens, they looked costly. People would do anything to get money nowadays and frauds are everywhere. Whether the old lady is for real or not, thats the first question that pops into our minds.Its being cautious actually.We are no longer the 'you show pitifulness-we help you' kind of people. If she was for real, then lets hope God opens a path for her, if she was a fraud, then maybe we should be thanking God for not letting us get fooled.

The point is, those f***ing frauds out there, be considerate! Just because of your stupid actions, you made yourself enter the headlines and cause people to be reluctant to help others. I think a 3 bucks an hour job at McD's can earn you a considerable decent 3 meals a day rather than you go tricking poor people out there.Heard of 'Kerana Nila Setitik, Rosak Susu Sebelanga'?..thats the effect of your stupidity.

Well, i've made my point, gtg ciaoz =D

Thursday, October 05, 2006

I Did My Waiting!

I got back my life today, PMR ENDED!

List of things i wanna do

1)Procrastinate all day long
2)Pursue some recipes to indulge in
3)Internet-ing 24/7
4)GET A NEW HP
5)Pray i'll get straight a's
6)This is vital, GOOD SLEEP, something i never had since the hauntings of PMR

Gonna go 1U later, movie marathon, missed loads of blockbusters.Watching DOA later.

Frankly, i dunno what is ahead of me after PMR, its like since day 1 of f3 its all study....gotten too used to it till i have nothing left on my mind except STUDIES.

Since i've nothing left to say, let me end with the summary of the exam week

Monday
BM 1=This is a bummer.A legal assassin(is that how u spell it?).A killler sent by XXXXXXXXXXX(you cannot blog nething bad bout the gov).Oh God bless i get an A
BM2=Overall it was ok, but kinda worried bout sastera, wtf PERBANDINGAN WATAK UTAMA&SAMPINGAN
Kesannya=Killing me softly. Just gimme the A!!!

Tuesday
English 1&2=The paper was fairly easy,don't wanna get cocky so ill end here.
Science 1=This is a piece of cake if compared to DJ's paper.
Science 2=An all application paper, no rote learning.well its better to learn and apply than to learn and memorize.
Kesannya=Not a bad day but it can be better =D

Wednesday
Maths 1=It was way easier than DJ's paper.Hope i did well.
Maths 2=Also easier than trials, pray i dont make silly mistakes
Sej=A paper i was confident,which appears to be a bad thing for me because when im confident i dont read.Well hope the 2 mistakes are for real.

Thurday
KH=Oh God, a subject i hate since the day i knew KH existed.F***ing boring, hope my best will get me the A

Friday=Last day=Today
Geo=Everyone keeps saying, "nigel, your geo dun need to study di la"........."92 study for what".......well let me tell u this, An A can also be a potential B(touch wood) if you dont continue your effort in maintaining the A.

Well alls well ends well, Santa, my best xmas present this year would be that big 7, you know how much i need it.... =D

Saturday, September 23, 2006

Ehehe, i know im not suppose to be blogging nemore but, this is for a good cause, i swear...
so i kind of editted the song lyrics of 'I Believe' by Fantasia Barrino for my fellow form 3's who will be sitting for their PMR, well as the saying goes

Genius is 1% aspiration and 99% perspiration

I hope this lyrics will inspire you to get that big 7!
P/s:If you listen to the song, the lyrics fits =D

Do you wanna reach the rainbow's end?
Do you want a pot of gold?
Ever claimed a shooting star
And tell me how high did you soar
If you feel like you were dreaming
Just to find that you're awake
It’s the effort that surrounds you
That lifts you up and guide you on your way

You can see it in the stars across the sky
Dreamt about it and you know you want it
Now you finally realize
That you’ve waited for 3 years, for this moment to arrive
And finally, oh, here it is, oh here it is

When you aim for the horizon
You see it never was that far
Ohhh NoHeaven knows your existence
And leads you to be everything you are
OhhhThere's a time for every form 3 to fly
It's in their eyes everytime
It's the hope, the wish that saves the day
And ohhh we should never let it go

You can see it in the stars across the sky
Dreamt about it and you know you want it
Now you finally realize
That you’ve waited all your life, for this moment to arrive
And finally yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

believe in the impossible
And say I AM POSSIBLE
Overcome any obstacle
Won't let you’re A’s just fall apart
strive for the very best
Shine your light for all to see
Cause anything is possible
When you believe yeah

The Last?

Okok, i know Im not suppose to be here typing even a word but it's a futile try to study...though exams are in like a week. =D

PMR is nxt monday, can't say im not well prepared yet you can say i can do more. Im worried because im not worried,how pathetic!

I don't know what i wanna blog abt but yet the comp is somehow magnetised. its special, it doesnt attract iron or wtv, it attracts me....thats the bad thing fer having ure comp in the room that you study in.=D

This is a whole lot of f***ing crap,

Voice: Legin you've got to get ure hands off the keyboard and gobble down your history txt book.

Legin:But if i dont type, then you wont be able to tell me to get my hands off

Haha, sorry..im just trying to find a reason for me to be on9 at this point.

PMR, do or die(thats what Pn Molly said)

Ppl might think its just a piece of cake or prob 'kacang putih', in my case its more than that.

Oh and i 'researched'(another reason to go on9 =D) on handphones i wanna get.

1) Samsung Ultra Edition 12.9(D900)
2)SE W900i
3)Nokia 6280

O.O, i really do like the Samsung but im clumsy and Samsung's not rock-hard =D

Ok, seriously gtg...gonna stop contradicting myself and get to work

GAMBATE!

Friday, September 15, 2006

Ouch!

Hate u, PMR.....you're to blame for this aching migraine that's sucking the life outta me.

Oh no, i forgot.....i've to love you....so XOXO PMR =D

So nth much recently....except PMR is seriously closing by....16 DAyS....interesting fact

Oh the other day, two friends of mine were arguing over the fairness and unfairness of life.

Made me wonder....how is life exactly fair for her and not him?

We were all born the same way but lead different lives, so some might think "LIFE AINT FAIR"....

Obviously life aint fair if you compare your life with someone chewing a silver spoon in his mouth.

In this ever- so- many- nice- gadgets century, we have the tendency to envy those who have what we dont.People used to be satisfied with just a bowl of rice evrday in the past but its definitely not gonna happen in this century.

But you see, the guy complains that his life aint fair while the girl gets all she wants...Hmm....how unfair is his life anyway....as far as i remembered, i see a roof above his head,a nice bed to lie on, 3 or more meals a day and has the opportunity to hang out at malls....Wow, talk abt unfairness.

On the other hand, the girl gets what she wants, money doesnt play much of a role here....she has all the guy has, just more...but she faces prob too, and complains life is unfair.

The similar thing is....they led this unfair life for 15 years....as the saying goes, life is unfair, so live with it.

A piece of advice is, well some might not agree on this but...whenever u think life is unfair.....look at the lives of ppl who have the sky as their shelter, the floor as their beds and goin to a mall is like a leap to heaven....these things actually happen...moreover...to humans...same like us....we took so much time to complain how bad our lives are but never a second to think of the situation we'll face if we were in those unfortunate shoes....not many really bothers, even i dont know my purpose of posting this, but the letter to Seventeen Mag was touching....ppl as old as i am or probably younger are scrubbing the toilet floors just for something to fill their bellies.....

We hate our sej textbooks, i really do....but kids treat books like gold....So above them all, how unfair is life anyway?The girl complains her life is unfair while the guy thinks her life is fair and his is unfair and ppl in India thinks a life like the guy's is the life of a god.But the guy thinks his life is unfair when ppl actually think he's living like a god....wow,so a god's life is unfair?

If you strive for something achievable in your life, i dont think life is unfair to you.Don't ask for more than you can get, it'll just end up disappointing you. You choose the way u wanna lead your life, life doesnt choose it for you.

Legin Het.

Thursday, September 07, 2006

C'est La Vie

Your Deadly Sins
Greed: 80%
Envy: 60%
Sloth: 60%
Gluttony: 40%
Pride: 40%
Lust: 20%
Wrath: 0%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 43%
You will die love and feared by many. And you'll be buried in a tomb.
How Sinful Are You?


They say life is like a wheel, sometimes you're above and sometimes you're hell low.

Trial exams results aren't what you'd call great, but c'est la vie.

Ahah, no im not posting my marks here.....too saddening.

But C'est la vie!!!!!

So PMR is closing by, i guess i should be chewing on the edges of my books unfortunately im just licking em.....the taste of books are horrible.

Can't wait till Oct 6 1/2.....then my independance will be declared.

Sorry M'sia, wasn't patriotic on your bday but spare me.... =D

KEMERDEKAAN HIDUP LEGIN HET
Tempat: Anywhere after Oct 6
Masa: Anytime after Oct 6
Aktiviti yg dirancang: Karaoke di Red Box, Lepak di OU,Melekatkan mata 24/7 pada skrin komputer dan tv, Baring atas sofa dan menikmati 'junkfood' & segala aktiviti R&R.

Sorry for the lame post, i just cant get PMR outta my mind.

Yet, im still chillin'

Is that good or bad?

I think its goad(1/2good+1/2bad)

Oh yea, went for the district Geo quiz at SMKDD1 and ranked no.5

It aint that bad right?

The only bad thing is the place sucks.....offensive thing to say to a host school but yea...it sucks

The hall has 0.01% oxygen so you can barely breathe, the temperature is way above boiling point and worst....in that kinda condition,you still have to listen to EMO ppl reciting sajak(except the DJ representative who got 3rd place*congrats*) Honestly, their screeching high frequency and high pitched voice will blow your eardrums flat.

Well, all's well ends well.

Till then,
XOXOXO =P

C'est La Vie

Your Deadly Sins
Greed: 80%
Envy: 60%
Sloth: 60%
Gluttony: 40%
Pride: 40%
Lust: 20%
Wrath: 0%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 43%
You will die love and feared by many. And you'll be buried in a tomb.


They say life is like a wheel, sometimes you're above and sometimes you're hell low.

Trial exams results aren't what you'd call great, but c'est la vie.

Ahah, no im not posting my marks here.....too saddening.

But C'est la vie!!!!!

So PMR is closing by, i guess i should be chewing on the edges of my books unfortunately im just licking em.....the taste of books are horrible.

Can't wait till Oct 6 1/2.....then my independance will be declared.

Sorry M'sia, wasn't patriotic on your bday but spare me.... =D

KEMERDEKAAN HIDUP LEGIN HET
Tempat: Anywhere after Oct 6
Masa: Anytime after Oct 6
Aktiviti yg dirancang: Karaoke di Red Box, Lepak di OU,Melekatkan mata 24/7 pada skrin komputer dan tv, Baring atas sofa dan menikmati 'junkfood' & segala aktiviti R&R.

Sorry for the lame post, i just cant get PMR outta my mind.

Yet, im still chillin'

Is that good or bad?

I think its goad(1/2good+1/2bad)

Oh yea, went for the district Geo quiz at SMKDD1 and ranked no.5

It aint that bad right?

The only bad thing is the place sucks.....offensive thing to say to a host school but yea...it sucks

The hall has 0.01% oxygen so you can barely breathe, the temperature is way above boiling point and worst....in that kinda condition,you still have to listen to EMO ppl reciting sajak(except the DJ representative who got 3rd place*congrats*) Honestly, their screeching high frequency and high pitched voice will blow your eardrums flat.

Well, all's well ends well.

Till then,
XOXOXO =P