Breakable

The past week had been eventful, pretty much undesirable events.

Only bore feelings of how

life was.

Shed tears like i've never shed any before.

But im still growing and all these are my vitamins.

Im still here,

still standing,

still breathing,

still smiling,

still going on.

Appreciation

is so oral, it hangs only on your lips until you swallow a bitter vitamin.

Im still green and learning.

Praying too.

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face

You told me how proud you were but I walked away

If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms

I would take the pain away

Thank you for all you've done

Forgive all your mistakes

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To hear your voice again

Sometimes I want to call you

but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Someday I feel broke inside but I won't admit

Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss

You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?

Would you help me understand?

Are you looking down upon me?

Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I want to do

To have just one more chance

To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything

I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself

If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much thatI've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous

It's so I'm afraid to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

How relatable

Keep on Walking

Many things have been going on lately and its not going down the smooth path. Everything's so rocky and bumpy i just want to take the red light. I dont want to walk anymore. Im sick of walking.

I want to fly

But flying away will only be an act of denial....the issue will still be beneath my feet and ill have to land one day.

And life's about giving more when you feel like giving up. Legs are meant for walking and it'll always be.

When we're tired it always helps to stop and take a deep breath.

Walking can be fun if we learn to walk in the right path.

So just keep on going. When you reach a junction, try taking a turn. Its taking chances, and you never know if you'll end up on a perfect lane.

Smoky Valentines

I made it through Feb 14





extra special this year =)





Love or rather racism was in the air.





Zoe and I head off to Muzium Shah Alam to attend some anti-smoking talk.





The place was infested with Malays...





Blame me for being racist but their "jungle" act was really provocative....Go live on a Tualang tree you bunch o' barbarians.





You guys stink too!





So f*** off.





I did not receive a whole lot of gifts this year, a miserable packet of candies and a pair of locks.(are they from you, Violet).





Nvm, i dont give two hoots abt it.





My blog is experiencing drought these days, sorry for the dry posts, i swear i hate them myself. When i get my new phone, ill try to make them as interesting as possible with cool pics.......of ME! Haha, just kidding! Just cross your fingers that that w850i will be mine soon.








Basically thats all about it, life's been rather dull nowadays and it revolves around school. Voila!

PUFF YOUR WAY TO THE GRAVE!

Faces

More is often misinterpreted.

Its about becoming something more without leaving others behind.

I will always love you regardless how much more you emanate.

One thing about life is dont leave the things behind you know you'll cry over once you realised how much you're missing.

Tagged!

Thanks for tagging, Violet

6 weird things about me?


1)Im analytical towards everything.

2)I have to tune in to channel 61 everyday.

3)I love and hate GREEN at the same time.

4)Love novels are crappy but I like them =D

5)I have family planning at this age.......(dont ask, my imaginations run wild)

6)I hate hypocrytes but im constantly hypocrictical. =/


The bottom line is,

I weird in a good way

I tag,

i)Samantha Low
ii)Siow Ee Lin
iii)Xiannie
iv)Sis
v)Stefanie
vi)Kenny Sia =D