Thursday, December 28, 2006

There Aint No White Flag

I got it, the big 7.

It wasnt as freaky as i imagined,probably because Mum sms-ed the results.

It was kinda lack-lustre, seeing classmates with their wide "Darlie/Colgate" smiles and seemingly reachin' for the stars jumps. It was alienating.Awkward!

I really wanted to join in the parade, but i wasnt feelin esctasized. Oh well, its worth some nicely carved curves on the lips, probably earn me a new hp too.*crosses fingers*

There was a celebration gathering at OU after the adrenaline jerking experience. Not much drama.No toasts,no cheers,no "yumsehs". Even worse than an ordinary outing. The only thing that was worth mentioning was me winning the pool game againts Zhao which Zoe claimed to be purely out of plain luck.

Mike, thats an insult!

Im reading "If You Could See Me Now" by Cecilia Ahern. Great book.Creative!Imaginative piece of work!

The holidays are fast leaving me behind, or is it im proceding. Not really sure if im ready to take on upper secondary,f*** add maths. Premonition, stress hormones are definitely emanating from me next year.But I'll try to keep it at a distance. No more banging heads onto walls, literally.

I've got lots to say, but i dont know how to put in into words. Basically, im just looking for something, easier to put it that way.

This getting over stage is bloody fucking tough.


leginhet

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

I Wouldnt Name it Doomsday, There are Better Names for Commemoration

Well, it seemed forever before today arrived.

My feelings cant be put into words now. Im not exactly afraid of whats coming, eager i might add. There arent any butterflies flying in my stomach, if there are any, there're really gentle creatures.

Zhao claimed she's already having naughty aggressive butterflies in her tummy.Guess what was my suggestion?

I suggested that she took insecticide. No, im not a sadist,im being a caring friend actually. You see, if you take a dose of that miraculous thing, you kill those butterflies and you wont have to face tomorrow. Now where on this beautiful third rock from the sun can you find such a pal?

But i got mocked by her after that.....wonder why?

Anyway, back to the drama.I hope this battle would end up with my victory...i seriously do.I dare say much effort has been put into, never before i was stressed up to the limits. Im guessing what'll happen when im taking SPM.........ill save my creative imaginations for something better. Too intimidating to even think about.

Went out to the night market today. Being a Malaysian Malaysian, i do have the tendency to lean to the "dark" side. Well, piracy aint no big deal. Petaling Street boosted the country's economy big time. Anyway, while i was being Malaysian, the authorities came strollin' along in their blue truck.It was disastrous, and a real shocker. I stoned there, not knowing what to do. I dont have to run do i? I didnt own that cd yet, not payments! Im therefore not guilty. The rest of the details are to remain purely confidential.You never know if some internal security agent comes nosy-ing around my blog. The Internet is getting vulnerable by the day and you know bloggers are watched nowadays. Talk about freedom of speech and privacy. Tell ya what, if you fear of getting bad mouthed, it only proves one damned thing. You've a skeleton in the closet.

Well, if much effort has been put into for this "war", i guess its only luck and religion that i can rely on for now. Maybe some storm or a tsunami will crush my enemy's battleship. Who are my enemies anyway? =)

Wish myself the best.

lotsa love emanating,
leginhet

Friday, December 22, 2006

A epic post from a story-less me.

Well, went out with the old bunch today.

It was fun, frankly speaking....it oozes more satisfaction compared to the previous class party. Its not the quantity, its the quality. =)

Watched Eragon, mediocre.....aint award winning material but still watch-able.

Indulged myself in a glass of Escapade at Yippee Cup. Damn its good. =D

For the past uneventful days, it occured to me that humans really do have the freedom of speech.

And they present it in various versatile ways, eg a tee-shirt.

it says, "i was voted most flexible by your boyfriend".

It's winter now right? My humour is becoming cold.

I was watchin' Nigella Bites the other day, she was cooking, obviously..

She took some onions, man they were huge,and juicy.

Out of the blues, i just said, "Wow,her onions sure are big and juicy,"

Then i realised there was some glitch in that sentence.

Hmm?!?!

Is it me or what?

Im addicted to Hurt by Christina Aguilera at the moment.Those power-belting vocals sure are tear jerking.

Since my holidays are fast coming to an end, i think its time to look back at what i did for the past few weeks.

Hmm.......

Basically, nothing. But life is somehow at a sharp turning point now. This holiday aint that bad, ive learned a few things, viewed things from a diff angle, take things slightly lighter....here and there.

It has also occured to me that im a strong believer in karma. What goes around comes around. Im thankful for it, i aint sceptical but believing in karma did helped me to live my life in the way i want it to be. Well, im just me.

Ok, till then,
lotsa love,
leginhet

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

If it Aint A Crumbling Spine

Im BACK

Nah,not from London or Italy.

From my hometown.

Nth much happened, there were things, i just dont think the factors now doesnt promote much storytelling.

Namely, my crumbling spine and backbone due to lack of very bad sleep.

Been through a great amount of stress lately.

Nth t0 blog abt right now.

Goin to Sunway.

So till then,

lots of love,
leginhet =D


The greatest happiness one can achieve is knowing that he does not require happiness-leginhet.

Friday, December 01, 2006

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To Make Her Love Me-Rascal Flatts
When It All Falls Apart-The Veronicas
Hati ini telah Dilukai-Kris Dayanti
Why Does it Hurt So Bad-Whitney Houston
Tonight I Wanna Cry-Keith Urban
What Hurts The Most-Rascal Flatts
How Far-Martina Mcbride
Berhenti Berharap-Sheila on 7
Time after Time-Jewel
Im OK-McFly
Whatever Will Be-Vanessa Hudgens
My Heart Still Beats-Beyonce Knowles
Im Moving On-Rascal Flatts
God Blessed The Broken Road-Rascal Flatts
=D-Leginhet